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Leave KL

2004-07-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

I will leave KL in tomorrow morning or afternoon. I call a taxi to help me to move all of my things to Batu Pahat. It cost me RM140.

Before leave KL, I want to say bye-bye to all my friends in KL, that is Foo Eet, Chee Keong, Angeline, Chok Loon, Catherine, Guat Ting, Tien Mee, Steven, and a lot.. until I can't remember the name in this moment.

And say bye-bye to KL and TARC college. I really learn many things in KL and college life!

Elken NDT

2004-07-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

Yeah... Elken will held one big NDT (new distributor training) in Katerina Hotel, Batu Pahat. I wish I can take photo with a lot of CCMs and MCCMs.

This event is my starting point in Elken, I want to seriously work in it! This week learn something again in Elken, one sentence really touch my heart, convert to English is like that: "Don't feel that you are useless, if you don't want to take action, nobody can help you success!" Actually this sentence come from a song called "bu2 yao4 ren4 wei2 zi4 ji3 mei2 you3 yong4"

Treasure

2004-07-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

Talk convo again
I want to thanks all of my friends, who help me take the convo photo! Especially Foo Eet's brother. Without them, I don't know how to take the convo photo! Really! Last two days, I took out my convo picture again, saw the picture again and again. These picture are my unforgetable memory!!

Friends' light
What is my chinese name? Yew = friend; Beng = light

I wish that one day, I can be my friends' light, brighten myself, and also brighten others!

My star poem
In friedster.com, Kenny remind me that I had written a poem before, this is my one and only one poem, wrote it three, four year ago:

Star light, star bright,
first star I see tonight,
wish I may, wish I might.

Star smile, star blink,
father's dimple mother's eye,
wish their love, wish their kind.

Star far, star high,
first star I see tonight,
wish I may, wish I might.

Star fly, star cry,
sing a love song to the star,
wish my lover, wish my friends!

(description)
First two paragraph showing my feeling toward those people who really love me. Last two paragraph showing my feeling toward those people who I really love.

Wish to use this poem to bless all of you, so that we can treasure those people who love us and treasure those people we love!

Failure

2004-07-09T11:33:00.000+08:00

I fail my driving test
Too hungry, too nervous, too tired! Why I fail the test? Can these three reason become the answer ?
I really bodoh, ji betul! This is what the tester scold me. Yes.. I really a road idiot and car idiot!

This is the first time I have a very strong feeling of failure.. I feel that I really useless! However, the feeling is over very soon.. Because of Elken and Buddhist, I learn how to face failure. If I still sad, I should not show the sadness face in front of people! I tell my sadness feeling in my blog.. maybe this is the way, to reduce my sadness.

Come KL

2004-07-09T11:17:00.000+08:00

Just came KL yesterday, still with tired physical and mental

Touching...
When sit on the bus, saw one mother wait his son until the bus run away. This let me remind that, when I first times take bus to KL, my father also wait for me, until the bus run away. Had such times, when I sit one the bus, strunggle, don't want to let my tears come out from my eyes, but it is already three, four year ago's thing liau... Now, already accommodate, no much feeling when I take bus from Batu Pahat to KL. However.. this is my last time to take bus to come KL.

Touching again...
In Masjib Jamek lrt stesen, one boy fall down suddenly. His toy fell on the floor far from him. The boy cry.. Suddenly, a young man come, and give the toy to the boy. The boy's mother say 'thanks' frequently to the guy. The world is full of love!!

I don't want to cheat people!

2004-07-01T14:03:00.000+08:00

Hi, I still in Batu Pahat. If no unexpected problem, I will go KL and move all of my things to my hometown. That means, Yew Beng will disappear in KL liau... hahaha...!

Actually I had found job in my hometown, I found 2 jobs already lo, but I resign both jobs already... the main reason is --- "I don't want to cheat people!"

My first job is help one company do foundation (yi4 mai4), they sell biscuit to people in one place, the purpose is help disabled children. I don't want to be a salesman actually, but they said 'help people', so I go and do loh... After one day I already cannot tahan liau... all of my collegues were smokers! Their behavior let me feel that their purpose is not want to help people, and their heart tell me that they want to earn people's money!!

Another job is do customer service, and the boss say must go training for one month or two months in Advertising Department first. Yew Beng likes to learn new thing ma... so I go for it lo. Who know? Work for one day I already cannot tahan liau! You know how they advertise their product? Firstly, the staff will cheat customer that their company have a pameran in Dataran Batu Pahat (actually don't have), and they are invited to go. Then the staff will pursuit customer to play games, the games need to gosok a card and the card may let them win cash or money or win company product. The games actually is true, but the way they do the bussiness macam bohong customer. I don't want to cheat people, so I don't want to work the job.

So, Yew Beng still jobless...

4th day after convo

2004-06-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah, finally the convo is complete, when I open my eyes, it is already 4 days ago's thing liau...

wa... when see my friends' blog, their photo so beautiful, but my photo is a bit low quality la.. because i did not have friend to help me take each photo. When I wanted to take one photo, i must ask one stranger.. and my time very very rush... so, I want to say sorry because I did not have time to take more photo with you!

Fortunately, I can take photo with many many of friends.. but I suddenly realize I didn't take with Catherine... hai... cannot blame me la... because I really very very rush time, after convo, i rush to return gown and back hometown.

hi friends...! ur convo photo really really very nice, if u have any convo photo (with me), especailly the photo on the stage of the college hall, please kindly forward to my email : cyb_chua@yahoo.com

thank you very much!

hehe.. thank you Angeline who sent me her photos...!

Buy CD-Rom

2004-06-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

Today agter collecting gown and eat lunch with friends, I went to Law Yat to buy CD-Rom.

Many people advised me don't buy cd-rom, but i still go buy. My budget only below RM100, no enough to buy dvd-rom or combo dvd. Why I want to buy cd-rom eagerly? Because I want to format my pc before back hometown. My pc have infected by virus, everytime online, I have to type 'shutdown -a' to avoid my pc shut down automatically.

I finally realize that, Lot 10 just oppposite Sungai Wang, Sungai Wang just opposite Law Yat Plaza, Imbi plaza just next to the sungai wang. And the Time Square is over there also..

Anyway, this is my first time buy pc hardware without any suggestion from friends. Therefore, I make research in every shop carefully to see the price of every cd-rom. Actually many years ago, Kenny had told me that don't buy asus cd-rom, and I read the chip magazine before, the conclusion is the samsung cd-rom is better then others.

With these little knowledge, I went inside one shop and ask the salesman which brand of cd-rom is better? He mention many brand is good (include samsung), but he didn't say asus good. Thus I have confidence to buy samsung cd-rom 52x with RM55.

Suddenly I feel that I am growing up, because I no need to depend on other to make the decision for me. I went back by lrt (from Bukit Nanas to Dang Wangi)with happy feeling!

My Last Blog

2004-06-15T11:56:00.000+08:00

1. About friendship
The blog will start, is because friendship. I don't know how to express myself, sometimes sad, sometimes happy, sometimes emotional, sometimes rational, sometimes anti-social, sometimes friendly. My strange character, always hurt my friends in these 4 years. Maybe throughout this blog, I can express myself perfectly.

Two days ago, I went to eat KFC with my friends. Suddenly i have such feeling: A nice food, when you eat alone, it is tasteless; a bad food, when you eat with friends, it is tasty.

Before come KL, my life only have school and family. I never try to make friend with people, and never feel how happy when get along with friends. My life was alone.

Only when I come to KL, I start to have a group of friends. They change my life, and change my mind. I really appreciate them, they let me know what is friend. However, I don't know how to treasure friendship, and don't know how to concern my friends.

I am happy to have friends! I will leave KL, and leave most of my friends! However, I will not alone again like four years ago, because I will bring your smile, your face, and your wish to my hometown. I will save it in my heart, in a folder, called 'Treasure'.

2. About family
Chinese have a sentence is say like that "Tree want to stop but wind non stop, child wish to feed but parent not here".

I have such strong feeling because of my uncle's death in May. This event let me feel that the life is limited for me. My parents, they still have how much times to wait for me to succeed? And my siblings, one day I will leave them also.

One drama called Spice Siblings give me the meaningful lesson. Everyday is a bonus, treasure everyday you gain, with one heart, two thoughtfulness, three passion, four patience, and five sacirfice. For our family, try to do the best in everything, and treat every people with you heart.

I love my family, although i never tell them I love them! I will try my best, work hard for them, no matter what challenge in front of me!

3. About job
I will say bye-bye to IT field, if no unexpected problem, I really will leave the field!

Programmer is not a suitable job for me. Every times I go for an interview, most of them will ask me: you look so thin, this job need to work until very late, can you work for it?

Most of them are not confident about my health, and I also don't want to work so late. I want to use my time to work in Elken. I love Elken!

Another drama, Man At Forty, give me meaningful lesson too. This world do not have useless people, only have lazy people! Chinese have a sentence say like that "Work hard get success, Play hard no advantage". These sentence influence me a lot in these few days, because I am jobless and lazy.

The world is hopeful! So when I back to my hometown, I want to find a 8-5 or 9-6 's job to do!

4. About my dreams
Elken is my second family and my dreams home! I love Elken, because of its special culture! At here, I get my confidence to face my life, and learn how to concern people, touch my heart with people's heart. Every times when i feel sad and disappoint, Elken is the home I wish to go for.

Chee Peng always teach me, treat people with our heart, give people hope, give people happiness, give people confidence, and give people convenient! Chee Peng, is my friend, which I most admire and respect, what he say and what he done always the same. His sincere and kindness heart, is what i wish to learn!

Chee Peng is Buddhist, from him, I know the real Buddhism and get the meaningful lesson from Buddha. This is my another dreams, to be a real Buddhist!

Thank you!
Thank you very much to all of you, who use your time to read my blog. Good luck to you and take very good care of you! Wish you have a very nice future!

The Journey Of The City Of Stone

2004-04-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

Finally, on this Webnesday I went back to my hometown -- the city of stone. All of my worry is useless one la.. The company in Cheras let me wait from 10am until 11.30am, I could then go in to see the boss and interview. Like that is no problem, Yew Beng very patient one ma... but you know what? The boss very very sombong one... and said those words that really hurt people's heart.. Luckily I already shen1 jing1 bai3 zhan4 (have many experience in interview), so I can still calm myself and answer all of questions he asked, and show him I am not as stupid as he think.

haha... you know what he said in the end? He said, during the communication, I know you can write programming one. So we will inform you for second interview if you are in the shortlisted. So, all of friends, we are not so intelligent never mind, as long as, we die must also die beautifully..!

Then in the bus of going back Batu Pahat, satu lagi lobang from Johor Bahru. She is very sincere, this is the second time she call me liau, last time was during the night. However, I do not have the heart to go. One reason is I do not bring along my certificates to my hometown. And another reason is, Chee Meng, my friend who work in JB, said that the place is not so convenient to go.

Tomorrow I want to listen the course before learn car liau.. This is the very big challenge for me, who very no confidence, and scared to cross the road. For my future, whatever happen, I will persist it and never say give up!

Good luck to all of you who read this message! Bye-bye!

Yesterday's Expectation, Today's Happiness, Tomorrow's Worry

2004-04-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday... I use RM10 to make 3 calls: Call Steven >>> One thing is wanted to ask him how to go Eastin Hotel, and another thing is wanted to know the progress of the Final Project conversion. I feel shameful, I expect he also just begin to convert our project, but he already convert half way.. Hmm(strongly), I cannot lazy liau.. I want to treasure the chance to work together with him, before he goes to further study or work.; Call my sister >>> Ask her enter money again.. hai.. I really use a lot of my sister's money. In KL use her money, learn car also use her money.. Sister, thank you, I want to success one day and earn a lot of money for you!; Call Chee Peng >>> Last 2 days he called me, but I was sleeping.. Very disappointed in these 2 days, because he didn't call me again liau. Because I too eager to hear his encouragement, so I called him when he was in Seremban. Chee Peng is my friend, teacher, and big brother, who I respect, appreciate, and admire very much! Because he really treat me very very very kind, can't use any language and word to express!
Today... many lobang!: Went Interview in SyAC Asia Pacific, Damansara >>> Almost late, I took the lrt to Asia Jaya, and FB1 Putra bus, fortunately reach the company on time. It is just beside the Eastin Hotel. And this is the first time I present my final project. The boss kept on said good and nodded his head. Besides, I also told him about the distributed banking system, which created by Chok Loon and me, using Java. The boss said he want to inform his boss about me first. Hope can success, because it is a very convenient place, easy to take lrt and bus.; Go Interview in Marine Automation Sdn. Bhd., Cheras >>> Lagi satu interview in tomorrow morning. I almost cancelled it, because I thought I will go back tomorrow. hehe... in the critical moment, I accept this lobang, because the interview is in morning, but I will go back in the afternoon.... haha...; Miss one part time job >>> Work for 3 days, and 1 day RM50, you want or not? I want, but hai... I back hometown, missed RM150's lobang.. haha... nevermind, because I still have RM15! You know why? I introduce my housemate to work for it, and my housemate give me RM5 per day leh :-}
Tomorrow...urgency time!: You know, tomorrow about 8.30am I have to go Cheras liau... and the clerk said the interview time maybe start in 11am. And, about 2pm, I must go pudu liau, don't know I have enough time or not? Wish I have... Ami tuo fo.. hehe..

The Answer Of 10 Balls IQ Test

2004-04-18T06:57:00.000+08:00

Since so many friends ask me about the answer, so I write the answer here using the programming language...

Given u 10 balls, 9 balls have the same weight, and the 10th ball (we call it ODD ball) is either lighter or heavier than other balls. Now, give u a balance, how to you determine which ball is the ODD ball? U juz can use 3 steps and cannot use any assume.

void main ( )
{
___boolean heavier = true;
___boolean lighter = true;
___string ODDball;

___// group 3 balls in one array 3:3:3:1
___string A[ ] = {'1st ball', '2nd ball', '3rd ball'};
___string B[ ] = {'4th ball', '5th ball', '6th ball'};
___string C[ ] = {'7th ball', '8th ball', '9th ball'};
___string D[ ] = {'10th ball'};

___ODDball = findODDball (A[ ], B[ ], C[ ], D[ ] );

___printf("The ODD ball is : %s", ODDball );

___return 0;
}

string findODDball (string A[ ], string B[ ], string C[ ], string D[ ])
{
___// 1st step, compare A[ ] with B[ ].
___if A[ ] == B[ ]
___{
______// 2nd step, compare B[ ] with C[ ].
______if B[ ] == C[ ]
_________return D[0];
______else
______// since A[ ] = B[ ], B[ ] <> C[ ], so if C[ ] is heavier,
______// then ODD ball is heavier.
______{
_________// 3rd step, compare C[0] with C[1].
_________if C[0] == C[1]
____________return C[2];
_________else
_________{
____________// 3rd step, compare C[0] with C[1].
____________if C[ ] == heavier && C[0] == heavier
_______________return C[0];
____________else if C[ ] == heavier && C[1] == heavier
_______________return C[1];
____________else if C[ ] == lighter && C[0] == lighter
_______________return C[0];
____________else
_______________return C[1];
_________}
______}
___}
___// 1st step, compare A[ ] with B[ ].
___// A[ ] <> B[ ]
___else
___{
______// 2nd step, compare A[ ] with C[ ].
______if A[ ] == C[ ]
______{
_________// 3rd step, compare B[0] with B[1].
_________if B[ ] == heavier && B[0] == heavier
____________return B[0];
_________else if B[ ] == heavier && B[1] == heavier
____________return B[1];
_________else if B[ ] == lighter && B[0] == lighter
____________return B[0];
_________else
____________return B[1];
______}
______// 2nd step, compare A[ ] with C[ ].
______//A[ ] <> C[ ], that means B[ ] = C[ ].
______else
______{
_________// 3rd step, compare A[0] with A[1]
_________if A[ ] == heavier && A[0] == heavier
____________return A[0];
_________else if A[ ] == heavier && A[1] == heavier
____________return A[1];
_________else if A[ ] == lighter && A[0] == lighter
____________return A[0];
_________else
____________return A[1];
______}
___}
}

My Job And My Family

2004-04-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today go Damansara Intan(SS20) for interview. This is the sixth time I go for interview liau.. The interview almost let me give up, because the company said that they will give me many test: VB test, C++ test, ASP test, English test, and Essay Writing.

Everytime when I go for interview, I will remind what my sister told me. She said that she only have SPM certificate, more difficult to find a job. And she apply hundred of jobs but never say give up.. And, I am a degree holder, why I say give up so easily?

My sister's words give me the power and courage to go for interview today. Fortunately I have go, because the test is not so difficult that I think. However, they need a staff who possess own transportation, because I apply for the Support Executive position.

Yesterday received a letter for convocation. My father thought that the letter is for bachelor one, and asked my sister to enter money for me. From this, I think that my father is wish to see his son convo very much, and nervous than me. My father and sister were invest a lot of money on me, I really owe them a lot. So I think that, attend convo is my responsibility to let them feel comfort.

hai... Don't know until when? I can then earn a lot of money for my parents, and let them live in a more healthy and happier environment, let my sisters to set up their own shops, and let my younger sister further study, and find a good job. For them, I will continue to find a job, and won't say any give up in front of the challenges!

Go SS2

2004-04-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I met with a friend in SS2, he asked me to be a tutor in his tuition centre. Actually this is my second time met with him, but we seem like recognize each other long time alr. He told me a lot of things, and I learn a lot of things from him.

Since both of us are Buddhist, so after discussing the job, then we start to discuss the Buddhism. Hehe.. the purpose of going SS2 not only because wanna discuss the job, I also wanna attend a seminar with him. The seminar is organized by Buddhism and Sin Chew Chee Poh. Because I too interest in attending seminar liau, so I always accept the invitation, when ppl ask me to go, hehe...

One thing he told me, which really touch my heart.. He said that I'm still young. Young men have the ability to face the failure, because we still have time to stand up again. So, we must use our young time to try many things, we can then know that what is our most interest thing. If one day, I found a thing that really can let me feel very happy and excited, then I must hold it tightly and try my best to success it. We must stand up from the place where we fell down!

I Solve The IQ Test !

2004-04-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I receive the reply from the company, they said the answer is pretty easy. So I tell myself, I want to solve the question!!!

Maybe my IQ too low liau, I really can't find the answer. Then why I can solve the question? hahaha.. because my friend tell me the answer, she know it. However, it is too late liau, because I already told them I dunno, then suddenly I sent them the answer. I know they will not consider me one...

I really touching, because my friend spend the whole night to send the answer for me through ICQ. Until 2 am... The answer is very long... She really clever, patient, and helpful.. I really admire her.. If I am her boyfriend, I will tell her that I really appreciate her intelligence, I really proud of her! We are juz like Guo1 Jing4 and Huang1 Rong2! haha... this is impossible dreams!

When lying on my bed, my mind keep on thinking about her... she really very kind, but I know we are impossible, really impossible... Do I still love her? I dunno, but my tear is drop suddenly, and my heart is hurt again, juz like the past..

In the morning when I wake up, I tell myself: Yew Beng, I must stand up, don't silliy again like the past! I know I can put down one!

ICQ

2004-04-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

Today I use the whole day to learn the VB.net, because I want to start to convert my final project to .net liau. We cannot use VB active X liau, instead of it, we use the assembly file. It is more easier, because we no need to register the dll.

However, I can't pay attention in learning, I keep on checking who is online..

haha... dunno since when? I start to have the strong interest in playing ICQ. Every morning, if no go for interview, I will start online. Paul will always online at that time, sometimes I will meet ReMeMbeR n Kerk also. Then in afternoon, if nothing to do, I will online again. In this hour, I can meet with William(Chee Meng), SkyBeauty or Chee Keong. After my dinner, I will online again while search for job, this time can always meet with stardust, Foo Eet or moon(guat ting). When I want to offline, ultraguy(kok wai) will start to online, so difficult to chat with him in longer time.

Even my housemate in a same room, I also chat with him, without using any voice. The peaceful is quite enjoyable! hahaha...

Dunno who say that, the longest distance in the world is, you love him/her but he/she dunno.. And Yew Beng want to add that, the shortest distance in the world is, you know him/her but he/she can't see u... This kind of 'keep in touch' is so mystery and romantic, do you agree?

Went To Technology Park Malaysia

2004-04-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

Day went so fast, today is my another interview for this week. This time is go to Technology Park Malaysia, a place which I can't imagine that how it is actually look like?

You see, Technology(modern) + Park(natural) + Malaysia = ??

Anyway, I do not have so much time to think about this question. The more important thing, which I care about is: how to go there? Ask so many person, and the only answer is: take Star to Bukit Jalil. hahaha...

In the journey, met two (long time no see)friends surprisingly. One is a lady which I recognize in Community Sosiology. Last time she studied Journalism one, but now she work as a Admin staff in a company. So, I tell myself, she also like that, I should also seriously consider the other job, not only choose IT, because I really need money urgently..

Another person is my secondary school friend. He want to go England working liau, in this coming of June. Many of my secondary school friends go England study and work after they studied in TARC. They say the moon outside is bigger, but I do not have the courage like them, to leave my own country...

Maybe I should thank god, because everytime when I go to a strange place, god will arrange a kind person to help me...

In star lrt, I asked a woman in order to confirm that the train will go to Bukit Jalil. Then inside the lrt, she asked me dun worry, the sign board have stated where to go. When she want to leave the train, she come to me suddenly and told me Bukit Jalil is last second stesen, and quickly go out from the train. I so touching at that moment!

The other kind person is a Malay lady, a staff in TPM. We met outside the Bukit Jalil stesen, I asked her to confirm whether putra bus have go to TPM or not. Then, we took putra bus together to go to TPM. Pai seh.. she paid for me, I wanted to return her 50sen, but she said no need, and show me how to go to the company. haha.. touching again!

The Interview was finally end with an IQ question. Actually he wanted to give me ans one, but I said I want to try it at home. hai.. the question is very hard for me, see whether u can ans it or not? (see below)

Given u 10 balls, 9 balls have the same weight, and the 10th ball is either lighter or heavier than other balls. Now, give u a balance, how to you determine which ball is the 10th ball? U juz can use 3 steps and cannot use any assume.

Until the end, my tired mind asked me to sms Angeline, said that I back home first liau. When I reach guard house, sun so strong, car so many, but no putra bus at all. My hungry stomach asked me to sms Angeline again, see whether she want to eat lunch or not. hai... she was eating, so when the time go to 1.30pm, I make a extremely correct decision - take cab to lrt, leave the very beautiful but very not convenient Technology Park Malaysia! hahaha...

My Journey to Subang Jaya

2004-04-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 7 something, becoz I want to go for interview the Analyst Programmer in Paraframe Sdn. Bhd in USJ9. Actually my appoinment was at 11.30am, in order to arrive on time, I went to take lrt at 8am, with sleepy face.. hahaha..

Stay at KL for 4 years, this is the first time I really know how to go to Kota Raya and Chee Cheong Gai.. haha.. As taught by Steven, I took the Metrobus, in order to straight away go USJ9.

The bus driver really bad.. I already asked him to call me when arrive USJ9. Who know? When I realize that the masjib was over, the bus already came to USJ 2. And u guest what the driver say? He said, mengapa kamu tak mahu turun tadi?

Never mind la... Yew Beng forgive him.. maybe the journey too long already ma.. so he forgot alr! So now how? The only way is take the cab lo...

Luckily, I take the chinese cab. He drive me from USJ2 to USJ9(if you walk, need 15minutes). Then he help me find the actual buiding which I want to go. He charge me RM3 but never use the meter. Dunno he had cheat me or not, but I really can feel that he is very kind...

The company juz beside the masjib. When I go inside the office, the time was already about 10.30am. Have 3 ppl interview me, an old guy, a young guy, and a young lady. This is my first time face so many ppl in an interview leh.. So strange.. I never feel nervous at all (maybe too tired alr). You think la.. 1 person alr can ask so many question liau, then 3 person no need to say la..

The old guy seem like very kind leh... (yesterday interview was cancelled because he sick) When I dunno how to answer well, he always guide me to answer it. If I have chance to work with him, I think I can get many life experience from him..

Finally the interview finish, I could then have a mood to look at how Subang Jaya look like from Metrobus. Like singapore, Subang is very 'green'. If compare with KL, I prefer to stay in Subang. However, the taxi driver said that it is not convenient to work in Subang if u dun have the car. Another thing is... wa seh.. Subang got so many rich houses and college!!

About 1pm, I arrive Kota Raya, but quite hungry and tired until want to go die liau.. So, instead of taking Len Seng to Setapak, I took the LRT. From the journey of going back Setapak, I found another cheaper way to go USJ9 liau:

1st way: Masjib Jamek lrt(RM2.10) + Metrobus(RM2) = RM4.10
2nd way: Kelana Jaya lrt(RM2.30) + Putra(RM0.50) + Metrobus(RM0.60) = RM3.40

I wish i can get a job soon! I dun care abt how far is it liau... but, another me wish that i dun get a job, so that I can back hometown to learn driving car and become teacher! Both of me always fight in my mind.. hai...

chuan2 dao4 qiao2 tou2 zi4 ran2 zhi2 la...!

Friend, thank you!

2004-04-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

1. Final Project
I know many ppl get A in final project, me too. However, this A is very meaningful for me. The project contains a lot of bitter and sweet thing from Steven and me. It let me get a treasurable friendship, and let me learn a lot of programming skill, which I can't learn from college.

Still remember that, I went to Ms Lim's office with gloomy face, and asked her to find a proj partner for me. Ms Lim is a extremely patient lady, she took out the list, and asked me: this ppl u know or not? this ppl u know or not? this ppl u know or not... until the last name. Unfortunately, I do not recognize at all...

Then suddenly, Steven came to Ms Lim's room, because he also dun have proj partner. Hahaha..., Ms. Lim juz like hong2 niang2, she group us together. Steven is a very initiative type of student, and he is very creative and smart in planning. The idea of using VB Active X, Crystal Report, applying the three tier architecture and component based was actually from him. And one thing, he always motivate me, he always said I am his good partner, haha.. pai seh until wan to go die...(joke)

Thank you, Steven... I will help u do convert our proj to .net one. I know we can do it! Thank you, Ms. Lim... I didn't disappoint u, i also get A in ur subject! Thank you, Ms Pong... I know u very tired and hungry, but u still come my house to test our proj! I didn't disappoint you all! I didn't! I would like to express my appreciation to u all through this page!!!

2. Interview
Today 11.30am want to go inteview at USJ9 liau... now 12.24am liau.. so can't talk so much until late liau... Strange.. not nervous liau, this time, maybe I dun have heart to go for interview..

Actually I should go for interview yesterday one, but suddenly the company ask me to go for interview today. Thank you Angeline and Steven teach me how to go to USJ9. Actaully I plan to refuse the Interview one, but Steven keep on encourage me, and teach me the cheapest way to go there, giv me a lot of confidence..

Tell u a secret, hahaha... yesterday is my first time be a extremely night cat, and first time hear the cock singing at KL. hahaha... because I play the car race until 4am.

Thank you Foo Eet to let me stay at his home... hahaha... how silly I am, cannot enter own house... hahaha... Foo Eet really a good friend, this is my second time to sleep at his room, very pai seh, hehehe!

ok liau, my brain start to become white liau.. good night liau!

Today Full of Challenge

2004-03-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

1.About my interview...
Today go for interview for the Application Developer job liau, sure nervous, but not so nervous then previous one, hehehe! They really give test, but all of the questions very expert one, luckily I could try to answer all, no blank answer.

Thanks my partner of Final Project, every interviewer seem like very excited that we can use the visual basic Active-X as a component between online and offline system. And the crystal report, luckily we learn it. Thank you, Steven!

Make conclusion from that interview, I think that my voice too small liau, this seem like show them I'm not confident. I should increase the voice a litte bit next time. I think that the chance of success very low...

2.God test my persistence?
Today receive two call from two company - CTE Computer Centre and TeleSupply, they ask me to go for interview on next Tuesday, but at that moment, I'm not very happy lo.. because I decided to back hometown liau (but had not bought ticket yet, haha!).

Why leh? I sit at home almost 1 month nobody call me, until I decided to back hometown, then suddenly have two call?? So, I think that, this must be a test from god, he wanted to test whether I really want to go back hometown to become teacher or not?

So, I persist my decision and go buy ticket to back Batu Pahat. hahaha.. am I silly liau? I dun know, I ask myself that, if one day at the same time, the computer company and school want to offer me, which one I will choose? I think I still choose to become a teacher lo!

3.Don't simply smile in front of lady!
Today went to Pasar Seni LRT stesen, so crowded inside the LRT. I stand at the corner, and in front of me is one lady, we were stand very near.

Because nothing to do ma, so I simply think something lo... Then suddenly I look at the red button in LRT, so I think that:"haha, let me push the button and say, help me! help me! I can't breathe anymore!".

Very funny right? So I smile la..(dare not to laugh, hehe..!) Who know? the girl in front of me was thought that I laugh at her, and give me an angry face..
(Luckily she didn't give me a slap)!

Aiyah! I'm such guy meh? Confucious teach us:
Not polite one, don't see (fei li wu shi)
Not polite one, don't say (fei li wuyan)
Not polite one, don't hear (fei li wu ting)
Not polite one, don't touch (fei li wu peng)

So, my conclusion is, lady too sensitive liau, please don't simply smile in front of them, hai...

Should I back home to be a teacher?

2004-03-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

Should I back home to be a teacher? This question is surrounding me over and over again after I finish my study in TARC...

Yes, be a teacher is my dream since my childhood. I still remember that, in my standard 3, one teacher called Mrs. Tan, she is a very kind person. Everytime, when I went to canteen to eat, she will be there, and asked canteen aunty don't forget to plus an egg for me, and she paid for it. I did not know how to say thanks, but my dream to be a teacher was started from that time, I think that teacher is a great person in the world!

However, after I finish my SPM, i abandon the dream. Why? Because this is a real world, and I am a guy, teacher's salary could not allow me to afford the expenses of my family. So, I simply chose a course in TARC, which could allow me to earn more money in the future.

Now, I don't know I should stay in IT field or pursue my dream...? If I really going to teach, will I waste my father and sister's money? I know I do not have interest in IT field, if I'm going to teach, I will not choose to teach the computer subject also. Hai... I really don't know how to choose..

I think I should try to apply to be a teacher! This is my road, I should use my legs to walk it..... And prove that, I do not waste their money!

Buddha say that, we should serve all the people in the world, help them whenever they need. No matter what people say, as long as you think that you are right, then go for it! I think I should follow what Buddha say.....!

My radio - a symbol of friendship

2004-03-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Since I move to Seksyen 2, I never listen to the radio. Two days ago, I could not sleep when the time is already move to 3. Suddenly, I remember that I have a radio. Immediately, I took out my radio and listen to it. It make me so comfortable and could sleep until morning...

Don't know from when, my radio went into my life. I feel that I can't sleep without it. It have a silver body with a simple orange shirt. This radio is my birthday gift from a group of friends. Maybe they think that I need accompany at the silent night, so radio is the best choice for me.

It is really! Since Advanced Diploma, i started to stay alone in a room. Every night is a scary night, you can hear the movement of mouse, it jump, it run and it bite ! If you ask me, how can I stay at such room for two years? ha.. I also don't know. Maybe, if I don't have the radio, I won't stay there for that long. Maybe!?

My radio, it is my best friend, who willing to spend its life with me. Maybe it also need a friend, who willing to listen what it want to say or sing. It need a friend also, to stay with it in its whole life!

It know how to recover my break heart. Me, a silly guy, face an impossible love, because we exactly do not have the 'gan3 qing2' inside, this love is definitely impossible. However, a silly guy like me, cry for it, sad for it. hahaha... really very silly! However, every Monday-Friday 10pm, my radio never forget to teach me the meaning of the life and how to face my life!

So, I would like to express my appreciation to my radio through this page. Thank you, my radio, my best friend! hahaha... tonight still want to listen to the radio while sleep! hehehe..

First day opening of A Beng kopi diam

2004-03-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

About love...
Today go watch Itchy Heart. From the movie, I have deeper understanding about love. Actually, who you love is not so important. The more important thing is, who have more memory with u in happiness and sadness event? Just like Liu Qing Yun and Liu Jia Ling, they have same memory, same happiness and sadness time, this is called 'gan3 qing2', it is so 'ke4 gu3 ming2 xin1'. Nobody can replace the position of Liu Qing Yun in Liu Jia Ling's heart. This is the true love which I would like to pursue!

About religion...
Today discuss religion with my friends. I agree what they were saying. From my belief, I think that only have one god. The god that described by Gautama, Nabi Muhammad, Jesus, Lao Zi, and Kong Zi actually is the same god. So, we should respect all of the five, understand them and use ur mind to analyze what they said, because what they try to teach us actually is the same. This is what i learn from Buddhism. I love Buddhism more.